distance yourself from me

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 09:02:12 GMT

why isn't there a guide to life.

or at least a guide on how I should be living my life?

midnight

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 07:40:12 GMT

midnight comes once again.

middle of the night.

but what begins the night?

the hour the earth rotates to share the sun?

I don't care.

it's another day.

a day to live.

a day to think.

a day to breathe.

a day to do something.

a day to forget.

a day to pass.

to wait.

for tomorrow.

october

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:00:57 GMT

the cool autumn breeze is calling me.

I've come back to the place, only to find it isn't what I wanted.

but in you, I find a new relief.

come to me.

sexual

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 08:38:25 GMT

I want you to experience pleasure.

To reach the high many have come before.

Get off with me, and all will be well.

Give me my release.

play the game

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 07:40:21 GMT

I'll put on a facade
not let you know
distractions abound

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 09:14:23 GMT

late night again
alluding sleep that I don't feel I need
but something's telling me I do

therefore I intoxicate myself again

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 10:01:45 GMT

another year goes by and he's still gone
and I wonder if things would still be the same.

incomplete

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 11:28:11 GMT

...and then, I dreamt of you.
All of you. Within me.

I dreamt of your tongue, your sweet sensual kiss.
The smell of your skin, the touch of your hand.

I felt whole.

I can't help it. I want you and no one else.

You. There to fulfill my desires.

I hear you upon my ear, your fiery breath beckoning me.

Tease me.

Hurt me.

Inflict the pain I know so well.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 08:35:21 GMT

nothing left to tie me to you anymore
except for the memories

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 09:48:42 GMT

I am wearing your clothes as if I wanted to be you.
in a way I was you as you were me
traveling down the same road connected only by the mutual attraction of sex
even though you're gone
we are still the same.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 09:26:10 GMT

you're still the same.
haven't changed at all.
why are you still hiding?
what is it all for?

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 11:29:56 GMT

Nobody knows me. Like you know me.

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 11:28:54 GMT

I think I want to, he said
I replied, is that what you really want? or is that just your devious nature.
I was headed in the wrong direction

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 13:59:32 GMT

I am not fine.

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 13:32:49 GMT

another light missing.
you're still gone.
and I don't believe it.

where did you go?

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 08:43:38 GMT

I still think of you
in escence all of you
back again to the past

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 06:59:23 GMT

end another year.
let's start all over again.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 08:07:54 GMT

cut the ties
burn the bridge
it's over.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 11:51:06 GMT

it's been a long time since I've done anything I wanted
independency hasn't been found
I am lost without you.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 08:03:11 GMT

Give me that look
habitual desire once again
beautiful lips
gorgeous
do it again
I've done it again
stay away from it all
empty feeling
attract it to me
don't say anything
I want you
to know me
like nothing before

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 10:58:02 GMT

I can see the sun coming for me in the distance.

get back

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 10:10:12 GMT

let's all get high again
chemically alter it all over again
nothing is there to worship

Cassandra

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 08:19:20 GMT

that woman that was always there
dreaming, listening, pretending
never in the back of my mind
always geared up for the front
she is strange

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 16:33:26 GMT

give me that pain again.
I almost forgot what it felt like.

if you change your mind

Wed, 18 May 2005 11:29:25 GMT

i took the chance
where did it get me?
nowhere.